Relocation of WiFi

I called today to ask about the cost of the relocation of my connection to smartbro. I want to inform you also that the cost is 1450. For those who are planning to transfer with their smartbro connection, prepare the cost. It's not that expensive anyway.
I also ask if I can transfer the name to another person. The agent told me that I need to visit any Smart Wireless Center to change the name. Do you think its easy, I might try later.
By the way, my connection of Smart Bro sa bahay is good. I don't have any problem, considering we are 3 people using this connection. We divide the 999 pesos. It makes us more cheaper. Hehehe...

Moving out

I have decided this day to transfer a boarding house. Although its quite far from the school and the rate is different, the following factors influence me on how I decide to transfer.
1. There is a free WiFi in my new dorm. Currently I am paying app. 500 per month for my internet connection.
2. I will not pay for my electricity ang water bill. The room rate given to me for the new house is including electricity ang water bill, so need for me to worry about it every month. My current bill ranges from 500 to 1000+.
3. I am the only person in the room. We are four in my current room.

I think that is enough arguments for me to decide. As of the negative factors, its not that critical such as time of travel.

Poker with Friends

I am thinking of something this day. I chatted with a friend and arrived a question about something. This is about the poker game. I've been playing online poker last week and my boardmates actually played. I am thinking now of how many of my friends or readers of this blog know and might learn and play the real poker.

Can you please leave a comment if you think you willl play online poker. Thank you.

Thanks to the picture from this site:

www.funfacts.com.au/images/poker.jpg

The Changes ...

I was alone and wandering when I came to Manila for study. I am partially happy and sad because of the friends and other important relationships in my life. I was not emotional in my outside world. It might be within my heart.
It was different after a few weeks of having aquaintance with new friends and people in a new environment. It seems that I forgot the sadness that I felt before. It was like a moon that shines in a dark night.
Then someone has come into this stage of life. Someone I know which I think I am comfortable with, someone that I can talk to with my other dimensions of being a person. Someone that can laugh and talk with just a smile. The level of our world might not be near as other might imagine but for me, it was like a connection of split file. It is necessary to be merge to be understood well.
Changes is unavoidable. Maybe there are reasons behind but I must understand. I am looking at myself now, anticipating the previous life of full of shadows. Shadows that never been define. It's hard for me to understand this feeling but I have to face it. I need to accept that life is full of encounters, encounters that does not last for a lifetime.
My heart is sad, it flows into my eyes, and tears begun to drop. I will shed another tears for sacrificing unjustifiable feeling.

At Dumaguete - 1

Taken while riding on the bus at Dumaguete City.

Flowers in our Backyard at Home

Alone

I felt I am alone now.




I never experienced this before because I am busy with my studies. Since summer now, I am nothing to do except for going to malls, inom and whatever I want. I go with somebody else I do not know, someone I meet in some of the places where I hang out. This is not the usual me, as I observed before, but let me tell you something about me.

I do not understand the feeling that I have. I am thinking this might not easy to change but as a person, feeling is unstable. I might be thinking wierd today but can be a different thing tomorrow. I am not that disturbed anyway and I am not very particular with my feelings as long as I think I am still fine.

I do not know how to share it with my readers or friends but I am certain what's inside of me. I might be the kind of person longing for somebody just to satisfy myself. But, I am a person who's patient is measure by someone I never understand and not thinking of comprehending it. I do not know. Just not to be tempted to understand all things, I just told myself, Life is simple, don't bother it. Just like a wind, a sun or the moon, they just go on, even if I don't care them.

Let me end this way.

Picture from:
http://www.alamut.com/images/2001_misc/boyBeirutCurb.jpg

Simple things are enough..

I've been thinking for a while about my experience. All my struggles and all that hurts, especially to those I loved. I am a simple person, I don't even have dreams of being rich before. I cannot forget what I said, " I will never get rich". I said that because my heart belongs to those I loved. I know I have to share everthing in me to those I loved. When I get rich, they will be rich first.

I know someone loves me that I do not know, or ignored. I realized the way I loved. Even simple responses already give me force to live and be happy for that day. Even behind the scene, I know I am not the one she loves. I was hurt but I am more happy everytime I got false or true responses from her.

I realized simple things you do to your love one is enough. Even if you are almost willing to give everything to her, but if her heart is not on you, you can never own her. But life is too short and feelings can be changed. If the world is against them, you have a part. If your love ones express there love on you through actions, even simple things you do on them is more than enough. More than enough to make their heart beat and live longer.

The Past is Fresh

I can't sleep again. I'm sad. I want to talk to someone whom I can trust, whom I know I can talked to and can keep my secrets. I feel I am lonely, the first time I felt as a single. I remember, before I said I am happy to be single. Yes, I realized I was happy.

I don't know what I feel today, I feel there is lacking in me. I feel there's something wrong in my life. Then I remember my dear, I am supposed to text her at this very moment but I decided not to send the message and prefer to keep it in my heart and mind. I know it is not wrong to send this message that I have typed, but I don't want to bother someone with what I feel. I can still manage myself.

This is the first time that I sat outside and let my tears fall for myself. I do not know. This is not new to me anyway, this is me before, and thought have leaved it, and now I realized I still bringing it until now.

I am human, I know. I pray and I offer it to Him. I am asking for someone from Him. I realized I was so different...

Going to DOST

My main task for today is to deliver the letter of my co-faculty to DOST. This letters are all about her scholarship. Anyway, it forced me to wake up early so that I can come to DOST before lunch or noon time.

Anyway, I arrived at DOST at about 12:30 noon. When I approach the guard she said I am not allowed to enter yet because its break time. She said office will resume 1pm. So I decided to look around. While waiting for 1pm, a messenger came, he seems in a hurry. He talk to the guard and the guard did not entertain him, instead she entertain the person who get out of the car, who I think is the director.

The messenger anyway get inside of the buiding without any permission to the guard. When the messenger is back, the guard asked him and they started arguing bout their responsibility. The guard insisted that the messenger must wait for the office to resume. The messenger on the other hand, said I can't wait almost an hour for this letter only, anyway I just want it to be received. I do not know also why the guard did not received the letter. They keep throwing arguments which I did not bother myself.

I realized that they just don't have enough patient. They raise their voices easily without listening to the argument of others. They don't want to be blame. Pictures are taken from DOST while waiting for the time. I take the opportunity while I am waiting. See...you can always do something even if you are waiting.

My Iranian Classmates

I have learned a simple lesson last time. Although, I am not guilty of doing this but somehow it touch my perception of the people in the world.

I have two Iranian classmate during my fist term at De La Salle University. This two does not catch me any attention although the one is my groupmate. The term have passed ignoring them because sometimes I have difficulty adjusting to the way they say it in English.

Recently, we are classmate once again in one subject. Our first exam made them an exceptional. They really created a gap in the total score compared to ordinary student of the school. Then I realized that every individual has a potential and have the possibility of being the best.

The next meeting I talk to them and said "You've got an amazing score in our previous exam. How did you do it?" The Iranian guy reply humbly "It was just luck," and he smiled at me.

My day...

I am thinking that I am pressured this week because of exams and paper requirements. One evidence is that I noticed these pimples on my arms. Although I used to have these, the difference today is their sizes.




I went to Guadalupe today to meet with one of our clients. I got this picture while waiting at the Jollibee near Edsa - Guadalupe station.

I was expecting to have a rally somewhere that I might passed that's why I am bringing with me my camera.

My Smiling Naka-Salute Mug

I am not used to drink coffee every morning, my usual habit is to drink water. Recently, I was just amazed bout the form of my mug, as well as its color. It seems that this mug makes me awake and active every morning.



I bought this mug for 3 for 100 (if im not mistaken) with the mugs of my boardmates. I ignore it first but later I realize it was nice. It symbolizes my readiness to face the world everyday. I like the hand salute because it seems that it is ready to serve me.

Simple things can make a person's day great. So don't hesitate to smile or greet with a positive effect. Imagine, what if all people that you encounter while walking going to the office are smiling. Don't you think you won't smile too?

Look Alike?

I've tried this Look-alikes for fun of Heritage.com. I dont know how they match the picture that I've used. The reality is that everytime I change my picture, the look-alike celebrity changes. What does it mean? It's inconsistent! Hehehe..

Anyway, I like the feature of the web site for fun. Try it also.

In the Dark Room

I can't imagine myself having room mates before, but now it seems that they are normal kapamilya of mine. I have still the feeling of being free and not bothered by whatever they may think of me. Kumbaga, naging comfortable na ako with them.

Here's the picture of my room mates now, and some of the descriptions of mga kasama ko sa bahay and of course mine.

Mark is working at Century Park Hotel. Mam Nancy said, he is tall, dark and handsome (hehehe). For me, he is super bait and helpful. I'm not worried also even if I turn the lights in our room until dawn (3AM) because he can sleep even if there is a light. I sleep late because I usually study from 12-3AM.

Dio is also my room mate and he is the silent type na bihirang lumalabas sa room. He is the type of person that when he arrives from work, go directly to the room, sleep sometimes or listen to music. Same with Mark, he is also understanding and I interpret it sometimes that nahihiya lang sya sa akin. (hehehe...). Dio is working at Sofitel Westin Philippine Plaza.

The new addition to the dark room now is Jason. I don't know much about him because he is still new in the room. He came from Room 3 but transfered to our room for some reason.