I felt I am alone now.
I never experienced this before because I am busy with my studies. Since summer now, I am nothing to do except for going to malls, inom and whatever I want. I go with somebody else I do not know, someone I meet in some of the places where I hang out. This is not the usual me, as I observed before, but let me tell you something about me.
I do not understand the feeling that I have. I am thinking this might not easy to change but as a person, feeling is unstable. I might be thinking wierd today but can be a different thing tomorrow. I am not that disturbed anyway and I am not very particular with my feelings as long as I think I am still fine.
I do not know how to share it with my readers or friends but I am certain what's inside of me. I might be the kind of person longing for somebody just to satisfy myself. But, I am a person who's patient is measure by someone I never understand and not thinking of comprehending it. I do not know. Just not to be tempted to understand all things, I just told myself, Life is simple, don't bother it. Just like a wind, a sun or the moon, they just go on, even if I don't care them.
Let me end this way.
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