Disappointment

Maybe I am doing wrong, that's what comes to my mind when I received a message. Although I never expect something but I am still affected.

This will last only tonight, and I will be OK.

Loving Behind

Although humans are designed to love someone, expression of this love is not the same to all. Some feelings are suppressed deep inside that sometimes may leaks which is evident in someone's wrong words or extra care. What do I mean?

Love is liquid, it flows into the heart. So i assume that the expression is also liquid. That means maybe in different forms. But in general it morphs to how the person knows you. That is the characteristics of the liquid visible in you.

But sometimes expressing yourself will be suppressed because of the limitations given to us by the environment. Your words and actions are limited, especially if you respect and known the person before. Even if your natural actions mixed with the his liquidity there is no assurance of the formality of it.

So sad to realized that you are asking back the things that you must have given.

Doubts and Reality

A person is trying to act as if he/she is good. Good in terms of relationships, to himself or herself or to those people who thinks he/she is good.
I was trying to convince myself about doubts in everything, because on my pragmatic side, I ended up nothing because of this. But I was always right, I believed in the 3rd sense I have. I always wanted to know nothing about anybody for I might be biased on my judgment. But my eyes can see more than 20/20. Changes in expressions will always be noticed. Although it means nothing sometimes, but it always suggest an idea.
Nothing is this world without it. Compare your doubts with reality. Act on what is real but reserve yourself to your doubts. For in doubts you can rely strength. Sometimes, it is the hope that remains who you are.