Saturday, May 15, 2010

Back to dati...

It's been a year, more or less that I've convinced myself to live alone. 'yong tipong iniisip mo na ang lahat nang bagay ay temporary lang. Yong di mo iisipin kung anong mangyayari after five to 10 years. Almost ako na yun, pero di ko akalaing yun ay magbago.
Nagbago nga ang pagtingin ko sa mundo dahil sa iisang pangyayari lang. I don't think at start na ganun ang effect, pero ilang araw lang nagbago nga ako. Pero masaya ako kasi nararamdaman ko na tama ang pagbabagong nangyayari. Until tonight...
Here comes again, ako na naman, feeling sad, feeling alone, and feeling mo nagbago ang tingin ng iba sayo. Back to di makakatulog thinking of someone. Pero wala akong magawa, di ko hawak ang iba. :(

Thursday, May 13, 2010

It is difficult to impress everybody.

In different situations, you are what you are. The problem is that there are people expecting you to act differently on some situations. Sorry, I am not. Maybe I don't know much of myself because I do not know when to act appropriately.

Loving someone of how you know him/her is a matter of commitment. It the whole person that you love and not only his/her face, not his/her personality or any other factors. The whole being is what you loved and therefore you are committing to him/her.

So sad that there are situations that we want others to change their ways. Sometimes just because we don't want to be ashamed. It's hard to avoid but it is true.

I value the commitment or the words that I have spoken. Maybe I'm joking but it is partly the truth. Sorry anyway...