The Changes ...

I was alone and wandering when I came to Manila for study. I am partially happy and sad because of the friends and other important relationships in my life. I was not emotional in my outside world. It might be within my heart.
It was different after a few weeks of having aquaintance with new friends and people in a new environment. It seems that I forgot the sadness that I felt before. It was like a moon that shines in a dark night.
Then someone has come into this stage of life. Someone I know which I think I am comfortable with, someone that I can talk to with my other dimensions of being a person. Someone that can laugh and talk with just a smile. The level of our world might not be near as other might imagine but for me, it was like a connection of split file. It is necessary to be merge to be understood well.
Changes is unavoidable. Maybe there are reasons behind but I must understand. I am looking at myself now, anticipating the previous life of full of shadows. Shadows that never been define. It's hard for me to understand this feeling but I have to face it. I need to accept that life is full of encounters, encounters that does not last for a lifetime.
My heart is sad, it flows into my eyes, and tears begun to drop. I will shed another tears for sacrificing unjustifiable feeling.